class got out way early.... 50 min to kill! Yay iPhone!

Hazen got baptized last Saturday (: it was super cute. Got to hang out with the whole fam which is always nice.

I think I have two tests wednesday :P oh well, studying on the beach makes it nice...

Been thinking a lot about marriage lately which is odd for me.... I used to agree with Bradley nowell on the subject but now I want it more and more. I think maybe I just want the "security" that I feel it would bring... I don't know.... I definatly don't want it now... But maybe oneday.... I blame Hazen! :) stupid hormones!

Psych club should be interesting after getting drunk with half the group Friday... I had not had a drink in forever before then and I now remember why :P

Hmm fire alarm... guess i should move away from the building...

Later!

again.... i feel like i need to update (: so here is a couple more recent pics!

my boyfriend (:
Onion, Kalypso, and me (:

It’s been a loooong time I forgot I even had a live journal! I feel like I should update... It’s funny to read all of my old entries I have changed so much. Mostly I think I've grown up... but only a little! (: 

Well I am living a block from the beach now with my boy friend of two years Grant and I am loving it! I have the cutest little (3 week old) nephew Hazen. I love him lots but I think being around my pregnant sister and friend will keep me from wanting children any time soon!

 I am on the long journey to get my PhD and I feel like I will be in collage forever but I'm alright with that (: I love school. I just joined the psychology and environmental clubs which I am having sooo much fun with, and it is the first time I have ever done any extracurricular activities! Yay for trying new things!

 I guess that’s really all I have to say for now it’s off to Thai Thai to get some curry with Grants parents! Mmmmmmmm Thai food!

well its been a while.... I met someone new :) and he fucking rocks, got a new job(florist) and it rocks. so life is going swell. i am happy. Ahna's 21st b-day is the 26th yay! her b-day/halloween party is the 28th yay! im being a hot strawbwrry short cake.... i cant wait... so here are peeectures!



never fall asleep with mike around...

GRANT!! ;]

so yesterday i was bored and uhhh... i peirced my face?



i like it a lot... but my moms going to shoot me in the face me thinks...

the beach is my favorite place to exist.

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
01 | death
02 | dinosaurs (and birds because they are dino babies!)
03 | being stranded
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THREE THINGS THAT I ALWAYS CARRY WITH ME:
01 | lipgloss
02 | camera
03 | banana hand cream!
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THREE THINGS I LOVE:
01 | CAPPY KAT!
02 | swimming/ le beach
03 | laughing

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THREE THINGS I HATE:
01 | school
02 | working
03 | Nirvana
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THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:
01 | life the universe and everything
02 | why we laugh
03 | me
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THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
01 | candles
02 | john t. harper
03 | trunks (DBZ style fuckers!)
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THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
01 | this survey
02 | listening to musac
03 | breathing
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THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
01 | have a robot arm
02 | go to ireland
03 | be happy
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THREE THINGS I CAN DO:
01 | hold my breath for a long time
02 | play video games!
03 | eat cake
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THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO:
01 | a cartwheel
02 | smell
03 | loose weight
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THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
01 | silly
02 | happy
03 | mellow
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THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO:
01 | tenacious d
02 | jokes
03 | no body
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THREE THINGS I DON'T THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO EVER:
01 | nervana
02 | AFI
03 | emo bull shit
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THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
01 | sweet
02 | weird
03 | i love you kinnys
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THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS:
01 | mac'n'chee
02 | burritos
03 | banana chimi cheesecake
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THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN:
01 | spanish
02 | fly a plane
03 | to surf
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THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY:
01 | water
02 | tea!!
03 | more tea!!
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THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID:
01 | old disney cartoons
02 | ghostbusters
03 | TMNT
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DESCRIBE YOUR..
[ x ] Wallet - dont have one

[ x ] Hairbrush - dont use one

[ x ] Toothbrush - purple

[ x ] Jewelry worn daily - 3 anklets, 1 ring, my watch, 1 choaker with a heart!

[ x ] Pillow cover - black

[ x ] Blanket - pirates one

[ x ] Coffee cup - pretty blue one

[ x ] Sunglasses- big ones are the most fun... elton john style

[ x ] Underwear - i wear thongs and regs... bikini style? no french cut!

[ x ] Favorite shirt - my camis

[ x ] Cologne/Perfume - none

[ x ] CD in stereo right now - misfits i think...

[ x ] Tattoos - skull and x bones.. more to come!

[ x ] Piercings - gauged ears plus 2

[ x ] What you are wearing now - jean shorts and a blue t-shirt

[ x ] In my mouth - a blister cause i burnt the roof of my mouth real bad on a pop tart

[ x ] In my head - a brain

[ x ] Wishing - to not be lonely...

[ x ] If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason? - the pres... and for obvious reasons

[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now - franz

[ x ] Is next to you - no one :(

[ x ] Some of your favorite movies - i heart huckabees, spirited away... sall i got right now

[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month - nothing

[ x ] The last thing you ate - vegi chilli

[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of - dieing

[ x ] Do you like candles - yes

[ x ] Do you like incense - of course

[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood - not really?

[ x ] Do you believe in love - yeah...

[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates - not really... im sure there are lots of people you could be happy with just some more than others?

[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight - no

[ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die - first i want my bones to be taken out of my meat and set up on the pirates of the Caribbean ride... second i want my skin and head to be made in to a rug that i will request to be a family heirloom, and last i want to have and open casket funeral with just my meat inside...

[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be - millions of kitties!

[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up - like a day or 2

[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks - yeah

[ x ] What's your favorite coin - rupees

[ x ] What are some of your favorite candies - pop rocks sour, patch kids, cow tails, liquorish, good and plentys

[ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand - that life is pointless but fun!

[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better - that life is pointless and fun

[ x ] Who is someone that you really wish was still around- most dead people

last night i went to a bonfire/party/show... twas deliciously fun... the made some jungle juice and we all got nicely fucked up... and the end of LAZARAS's show, on the last song, they blew the power for the entire block. quite the finish.

the guy Darwin who was havin the party was fucking awesome


and other pics from the eve...


needless to say the beast was stunned

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had an awesome night of drinking and silent marco polo!

... tattoos!


and you know... im cool... and sjust 6 more days till ibe in N.C. with franz! ^_^ i cant fucking wait?

so....... fucking... bored...... i hate these next ten days.... godfuckingdamnit

1. Full Name: kelly elizabeth ensell
2. Your nick name: kel
3. Birthday: feb. 21 1985
4. Place of Birth: Pittsburgh, PA
5. Zodiac Sign: Pisces
6. Male or Female: i gots me a pussy
7. Grade: outstanding
8. School: creative writing
9. Occupation: life
10. Screen Name: pirate0face


__Your Appearence___

12. Hair Color: black and pink
13. Hair Long or Short: by me sholders
14. Eye Color: blue with a yellow circle.
16. Height: 5'3.
17. Weight: 128.
19. Braces?: never!
20. Glasses?: i needs em but dont wears em
21. Piercings: ears
22. Tattoos: yessen
23. Righty or Lefty: right on

___Your 'Firsts'___

24. First Kiss: i think i was 16....?
25. First B.F/ G.F: nick first
26. First best friend: VANESSA LEIGH HARPER
27. First Award: i never got an award
28. First Sport You Joined: scoccer
30. First Vacation: disney
31. First Concert: tori amos
32. First Love: me

___ Favorites___

33. Movie: hmmm... i guess spirited away
34. TV Show: i dont watch dat stuff
35. color: yellow
36. Band: i dont have a favorite
37. Song of the moment: gorillaz- dirty harry
38. Food: pizza
39. Drink: tea
40. Candy: sour patch kids
41. Sport To Play: whatever the cool kids play
42. Sport To Watch: boxing
43. Brand Of Clothing: i go nakey
45. School Subject: i hate school
46. Animal: kinny!
47. Book: prometheus rising
48. Magazine: tattoo

___Your Future___

58. Want Kids?: one of me own and one adopted
59. Want to Get Married?: nope.... but i do want to be with some one forever..
60. Careers in Mind: Piercing for a while.... make a comic?

__Which is Better With Love Interests___

67. Cute or Sexy: both
68. Lips or Eyes: both?
69. Hugs or Kisses: kisses
70. Short or Tall: doesnt matter
71. Easy going or serious: easy going for sure
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: spontaneity is romantic
73. Fatty or Skinny: i dont give a fuck
74. Sensitive or Loud: those arn't even opposites
75. Hook-up or Relationship: its all fun, but id prefer a relationship
76. Sweet or Caring: WHAT IS THE DIFFERENCE?- agreed
77. Trouble Maker or Hestiant One: trouble maker...?

__Have You__

78. Kissed a Stranger: yes
79. Drank Alcohol: indeed
80. Smoked: yep
81. Ran Away From Home: nope
82. Broken a Bone: nope
83. Got an X-ray: yes
84. Broken Someones Heart: no
85. Broke Up With Someone: yes
86. Turned Someone Down: yeah
87. Cried When Someone Died: god damn who wouldnt?
88. Cried At School: yes

___Do You Believe In___

89. God: no
90. Miracles: no
91. Love At First Sight: no
93. Aliens: yes
94. Soul Mates: no
95. Heaven: no
96. Hell: no
98. Kissing on The First Date: uhh yeah? thats not real rare...
99. Horoscopes: no

___Answer Truthfully___

100. Is There Someone You Want But You Know You Can't Have? no

this is not a monkey

you can never go wrong with disney fun!

and i got to kick some ass on x-men vs street fighter, tekken 4 and some other sweet fighting games arcade style!

i drank with demons straight from hell they almost nearly won as well, i wiped the floor with victory then puked untill i fell asleep... man... i had the kind of night that makes you swear off drinking.... at least for a day or two. heh. twas fun though... and heres some older pictures for us all to enjoy!


and now i shall play windwaker all day... or at least till me tummy calms down....

spread you legs and take one for the kids at home... assholes....!....?... hhahahhaha!!!

Well i fucking worked my ass off last week at the florist... never less thatn a 10 or 12 hour day for a week straight. but you know... money...? and with that money my ass if flying to north carolina to see franz on the 2nd! YAY! and uhhhhh fuckin.... RUN!

well working at the florist is going well, im getting 7 bones an hour which is awesome.... i wasnt expecting that much and it will help me get to school w/ nesser. Im happy... life is fun and junk. i wish franz lived closer though. but wishes are silly. i cant wait for school and being on me own... ill be happier then... but yeah im down with living... i think i need some rum and some halo 2 coursing through me veins....

today be the day i work for many rupees! yargg! i wish i could get paid for playing halo deuce all fucking day... cause that i can do, and very well if i do say so myself! and if any one happens upon this little treasure trove of a journal, ye shurley need be addin me to yer xbox live friends list i go by the title darkmatterfiend and if ye be any good i will consider not sendin you t' davey jones! properly warned ye be says i!

me and vanessa saw this bug the other day


yeah yeah.... i have an interveiw with renco today at 230... and wednesday im starting temporary at the florist with ahna... money money how i hate you... ahna was talking about me posibly getting the job full time and, of course, i would love to work with ahna it would be way fun but i wouldnt be able to be true to my slack ass ways..... oh my my my what eva shall i do!