Captain Midnight

school boredom!

Mon, 04 Feb 2008 15:35:40 GMT

class got out way early.... 50 min to kill! Yay iPhone!

Hazen got baptized last Saturday (: it was super cute. Got to hang out with the whole fam which is always nice.

I think I have two tests wednesday :P oh well, studying on the beach makes it nice...

Been thinking a lot about marriage lately which is odd for me.... I used to agree with Bradley nowell on the subject but now I want it more and more. I think maybe I just want the "security" that I feel it would bring... I don't know.... I definatly don't want it now... But maybe oneday.... I blame Hazen! :) stupid hormones!

Psych club should be interesting after getting drunk with half the group Friday... I had not had a drink in forever before then and I now remember why :P

Hmm fire alarm... guess i should move away from the building...

Later!

Thu, 31 Jan 2008 22:10:33 GMT

again.... i feel like i need to update (: so here is a couple more recent pics!

my boyfriend (:
Onion, Kalypso, and me (:

wow!

Thu, 31 Jan 2008 21:29:28 GMT

It’s been a loooong time I forgot I even had a live journal! I feel like I should update... It’s funny to read all of my old entries I have changed so much. Mostly I think I've grown up... but only a little! (:

Well I am living a block from the beach now with my boy friend of two years Grant and I am loving it! I have the cutest little (3 week old) nephew Hazen. I love him lots but I think being around my pregnant sister and friend will keep me from wanting children any time soon!

I am on the long journey to get my PhD and I feel like I will be in collage forever but I'm alright with that (: I love school. I just joined the psychology and environmental clubs which I am having sooo much fun with, and it is the first time I have ever done any extracurricular activities! Yay for trying new things!

I guess that’s really all I have to say for now it’s off to Thai Thai to get some curry with Grants parents! Mmmmmmmm Thai food!

holy fuck! you too?

Fri, 21 Oct 2005 14:38:42 GMT

well its been a while.... I met someone new :) and he fucking rocks, got a new job(florist) and it rocks. so life is going swell. i am happy. Ahna's 21st b-day is the 26th yay! her b-day/halloween party is the 28th yay! im being a hot strawbwrry short cake.... i cant wait... so here are peeectures!

never fall asleep with mike around...

GRANT!! ;]

hey ma!

Tue, 09 Aug 2005 14:26:49 GMT

so yesterday i was bored and uhhh... i peirced my face?

i like it a lot... but my moms going to shoot me in the face me thinks...

pop pop mercury drop

Mon, 11 Jul 2005 20:00:19 GMT

the beach is my favorite place to exist.

Tue, 21 Jun 2005 01:03:55 GMT

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
01 | death
02 | dinosaurs (and birds because they are dino babies!)
03 | being stranded
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THREE THINGS THAT I ALWAYS CARRY WITH ME:
01 | lipgloss
02 | camera
03 | banana hand cream!
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THREE THINGS I LOVE:
01 | CAPPY KAT!
02 | swimming/ le beach
03 | laughing

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THREE THINGS I HATE:
01 | school
02 | working
03 | Nirvana
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THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:
01 | life the universe and everything
02 | why we laugh
03 | me
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THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
01 | candles
02 | john t. harper
03 | trunks (DBZ style fuckers!)
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THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
01 | this survey
02 | listening to musac
03 | breathing
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THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
01 | have a robot arm
02 | go to ireland
03 | be happy
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THREE THINGS I CAN DO:
01 | hold my breath for a long time
02 | play video games!
03 | eat cake
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THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO:
01 | a cartwheel
02 | smell
03 | loose weight
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THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
01 | silly
02 | happy
03 | mellow
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THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO:
01 | tenacious d
02 | jokes
03 | no body
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THREE THINGS I DON'T THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO EVER:
01 | nervana
02 | AFI
03 | emo bull shit
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THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
01 | sweet
02 | weird
03 | i love you kinnys
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THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS:
01 | mac'n'chee
02 | burritos
03 | banana chimi cheesecake
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THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN:
01 | spanish
02 | fly a plane
03 | to surf
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THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY:
01 | water
02 | tea!!
03 | more tea!!
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THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID:
01 | old disney cartoons
02 | ghostbusters
03 | TMNT
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DESCRIBE YOUR..
[ x ] Wallet - dont have one

[ x ] Hairbrush - dont use one

[ x ] Toothbrush - purple

[ x ] Jewelry worn daily - 3 anklets, 1 ring, my watch, 1 choaker with a heart!

[ x ] Pillow cover - black

[ x ] Blanket - pirates one

[ x ] Coffee cup - pretty blue one

[ x ] Sunglasses- big ones are the most fun... elton john style

[ x ] Underwear - i wear thongs and regs... bikini style? no french cut!

[ x ] Favorite shirt - my camis

[ x ] Cologne/Perfume - none

[ x ] CD in stereo right now - misfits i think...

[ x ] Tattoos - skull and x bones.. more to come!

[ x ] Piercings - gauged ears plus 2

[ x ] What you are wearing now - jean shorts and a blue t-shirt

[ x ] In my mouth - a blister cause i burnt the roof of my mouth real bad on a pop tart

[ x ] In my head - a brain

[ x ] Wishing - to not be lonely...

[ x ] If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason? - the pres... and for obvious reasons

[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now - franz

[ x ] Is next to you - no one :(

[ x ] Some of your favorite movies - i heart huckabees, spirited away... sall i got right now

[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month - nothing

[ x ] The last thing you ate - vegi chilli

[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of - dieing

[ x ] Do you like candles - yes

[ x ] Do you like incense - of course

[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood - not really?

[ x ] Do you believe in love - yeah...

[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates - not really... im sure there are lots of people you could be happy with just some more than others?

[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight - no

[ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die - first i want my bones to be taken out of my meat and set up on the pirates of the Caribbean ride... second i want my skin and head to be made in to a rug that i will request to be a family heirloom, and last i want to have and open casket funeral with just my meat inside...

[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be - millions of kitties!

[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up - like a day or 2

[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks - yeah

[ x ] What's your favorite coin - rupees

[ x ] What are some of your favorite candies - pop rocks sour, patch kids, cow tails, liquorish, good and plentys

[ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand - that life is pointless but fun!

[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better - that life is pointless and fun

[ x ] Who is someone that you really wish was still around- most dead people

and the count down continues you fucks!

Mon, 30 May 2005 00:58:03 GMT

last night i went to a bonfire/party/show... twas deliciously fun... the made some jungle juice and we all got nicely fucked up... and the end of LAZARAS's show, on the last song, they blew the power for the entire block. quite the finish.

the guy Darwin who was havin the party was fucking awesome

and other pics from the eve...

needless to say the beast was stunned

Fri, 27 May 2005 22:59:54 GMT

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wisads and lisads

Thu, 26 May 2005 19:08:38 GMT

had an awesome night of drinking and silent marco polo!

... tattoos!

and you know... im cool... and sjust 6 more days till ibe in N.C. with franz! ^_^ i cant fucking wait?

Mon, 23 May 2005 23:26:53 GMT

so....... fucking... bored...... i hate these next ten days.... godfuckingdamnit

Sat, 21 May 2005 01:10:08 GMT

1. Full Name: kelly elizabeth ensell
2. Your nick name: kel
3. Birthday: feb. 21 1985
4. Place of Birth: Pittsburgh, PA
5. Zodiac Sign: Pisces
6. Male or Female: i gots me a pussy
7. Grade: outstanding
8. School: creative writing
9. Occupation: life
10. Screen Name: pirate0face

__Your Appearence___

12. Hair Color: black and pink
13. Hair Long or Short: by me sholders
14. Eye Color: blue with a yellow circle.
16. Height: 5'3.
17. Weight: 128.
19. Braces?: never!
20. Glasses?: i needs em but dont wears em
21. Piercings: ears
22. Tattoos: yessen
23. Righty or Lefty: right on

___Your 'Firsts'___

24. First Kiss: i think i was 16....?
25. First B.F/ G.F: nick first
26. First best friend: VANESSA LEIGH HARPER
27. First Award: i never got an award
28. First Sport You Joined: scoccer
30. First Vacation: disney
31. First Concert: tori amos
32. First Love: me

___ Favorites___

33. Movie: hmmm... i guess spirited away
34. TV Show: i dont watch dat stuff
35. color: yellow
36. Band: i dont have a favorite
37. Song of the moment: gorillaz- dirty harry
38. Food: pizza
39. Drink: tea
40. Candy: sour patch kids
41. Sport To Play: whatever the cool kids play
42. Sport To Watch: boxing
43. Brand Of Clothing: i go nakey
45. School Subject: i hate school
46. Animal: kinny!
47. Book: prometheus rising
48. Magazine: tattoo

___Your Future___

58. Want Kids?: one of me own and one adopted
59. Want to Get Married?: nope.... but i do want to be with some one forever..
60. Careers in Mind: Piercing for a while.... make a comic?

__Which is Better With Love Interests___

67. Cute or Sexy: both
68. Lips or Eyes: both?
69. Hugs or Kisses: kisses
70. Short or Tall: doesnt matter
71. Easy going or serious: easy going for sure
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: spontaneity is romantic
73. Fatty or Skinny: i dont give a fuck
74. Sensitive or Loud: those arn't even opposites
75. Hook-up or Relationship: its all fun, but id prefer a relationship
76. Sweet or Caring: WHAT IS THE DIFFERENCE?- agreed
77. Trouble Maker or Hestiant One: trouble maker...?

__Have You__

78. Kissed a Stranger: yes
79. Drank Alcohol: indeed
80. Smoked: yep
81. Ran Away From Home: nope
82. Broken a Bone: nope
83. Got an X-ray: yes
84. Broken Someones Heart: no
85. Broke Up With Someone: yes
86. Turned Someone Down: yeah
87. Cried When Someone Died: god damn who wouldnt?
88. Cried At School: yes

___Do You Believe In___

89. God: no
90. Miracles: no
91. Love At First Sight: no
93. Aliens: yes
94. Soul Mates: no
95. Heaven: no
96. Hell: no
98. Kissing on The First Date: uhh yeah? thats not real rare...
99. Horoscopes: no

___Answer Truthfully___

100. Is There Someone You Want But You Know You Can't Have? no

who are you and where's my shoe

Fri, 20 May 2005 01:23:40 GMT

this is not a monkey

its the truth... its actual...

Tue, 17 May 2005 01:08:17 GMT

you can never go wrong with disney fun!

and i got to kick some ass on x-men vs street fighter, tekken 4 and some other sweet fighting games arcade style!

what happend!

Sat, 14 May 2005 12:32:01 GMT

i drank with demons straight from hell they almost nearly won as well, i wiped the floor with victory then puked untill i fell asleep... man... i had the kind of night that makes you swear off drinking.... at least for a day or two. heh. twas fun though... and heres some older pictures for us all to enjoy!

and now i shall play windwaker all day... or at least till me tummy calms down....

spread you legs and take one for the kids at home... assholes....!....?... hhahahhaha!!!

tweet tweet eedle eet

Wed, 11 May 2005 12:55:25 GMT

Well i fucking worked my ass off last week at the florist... never less thatn a 10 or 12 hour day for a week straight. but you know... money...? and with that money my ass if flying to north carolina to see franz on the 2nd! YAY! and uhhhhh fuckin.... RUN!

Mon, 09 May 2005 00:34:46 GMT

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	Kelly Fuckface Ensell
Birthday:	feb 21
Birthplace:	pittsburgh
Current Location:	FL
Eye Color:	blue
Hair Color:	black and pink at the moment
Height:	5'3
Right Handed or Left Handed:	right
Your Heritage:	irish
The Shoes You Wore Today:	converse.... tis a cult classic
Your Weakness:	pirates
Your Fears:	loosing my sense of humor
Your Perfect Pizza:	cheese mushrooms onions and garlic dip
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	save money for school
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	hi
Thoughts First Waking Up:	that was a weird dream
Your Best Physical Feature:	me tat!
Your Bedtime:	when i fall asleep
Your Most Missed Memory:	being in NC
Pepsi or Coke:	wawa
MacDonalds or Burger King:	neither!
Single or Group Dates:	single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	arizona
Chocolate or Vanilla:	chocolate!
Cappuccino or Coffee:	i have coffe
Do you Smoke:	yes
Do you Swear:	yes
Do you Sing:	who doesnt
Do you Shower Daily:	nope
Have you Been in Love:	uhhhh
Do you want to go to College:	for a few creative writing classes
Do you want to get Married:	no
Do you belive in yourself:	YES
Do you get Motion Sickness:	no!
Do you think you are Attractive:	eh...
Are you a Health Freak:	i wouldnt say freak...
Do you get along with your Parents:	only cause they dont know much about my life
Do you like Thunderstorms:	yes
Do you play an Instrument:	no
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	last night fuckers!
In the past month have you Smoked:	doi
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	doi
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	nope
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	nope
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	nope
In the past month have you been on Stage:	nope
In the past month have you been Dumped:	nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	uhhhh not that i can think of
Ever been Drunk:	every night
Ever been called a Tease:	yep
Ever been Beaten up:	no
Ever Shoplifted:	yes
How do you want to Die:	i don't
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	me
What country would you most like to Visit:	ireland
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	doesnt matter
Favourite Hair Color:	brown
Short or Long Hair:	ehhh depends on the guy
Height:	taller than me?
Weight:	i dont care
Best Clothing Style:	t-shirt and pants?
Number of Drugs I have taken:	ehhh like 3?
Number of CDs I own:	dunno
Number of Piercings:	4
Number of Tattoos:	one but more verry soon!
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	NONE FUCKER
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

lick my ass fuckerssss!!! i win!!!!

Fri, 29 Apr 2005 22:37:24 GMT

well working at the florist is going well, im getting 7 bones an hour which is awesome.... i wasnt expecting that much and it will help me get to school w/ nesser. Im happy... life is fun and junk. i wish franz lived closer though. but wishes are silly. i cant wait for school and being on me own... ill be happier then... but yeah im down with living... i think i need some rum and some halo 2 coursing through me veins....

if all else fails, i can do it with out lips

Wed, 27 Apr 2005 11:15:12 GMT

today be the day i work for many rupees! yargg! i wish i could get paid for playing halo deuce all fucking day... cause that i can do, and very well if i do say so myself! and if any one happens upon this little treasure trove of a journal, ye shurley need be addin me to yer xbox live friends list i go by the title darkmatterfiend and if ye be any good i will consider not sendin you t' davey jones! properly warned ye be says i!

buggy bug

Tue, 26 Apr 2005 10:20:53 GMT

me and vanessa saw this bug the other day

yeah yeah.... i have an interveiw with renco today at 230... and wednesday im starting temporary at the florist with ahna... money money how i hate you... ahna was talking about me posibly getting the job full time and, of course, i would love to work with ahna it would be way fun but i wouldnt be able to be true to my slack ass ways..... oh my my my what eva shall i do!

woah

Mon, 25 Apr 2005 19:29:21 GMT

so yeah i havent updated in forever...... here are some peectures...

Mon, 25 Apr 2005 16:29:19 GMT

10 bands you've been listening a lot to lately:
1. flogging molly
2. tori amos
3. elton john
4. tenacious d
5. spirited away music
6. guttermouth
7.
8.
9.
10.

09 things you look forward to:
1. graduating
2. going to peircing school
3. going to ireland.. one day
4. being cool
5. drinking with ahna and crew
6. living on my own
7.
8.
9.

08 things you like to wear:
1. boy shorts
2. pirate ship shirt
3. me converse!
4. my hemp jewelery
5. my hello kitty undies
6. socks
7. NOTHING!
8. hoodie

07 things that annoy you:
1. people
2. close mindedness
3. racism
4. dummies
5. sneezes that never come
6. vanessa
7. GOD

06 things you say most days:
1. weird
2. cappy
3. shut up
4. kitty
5. noodle i hate you
6. Arrrgg!

05 things you do everyday:
1. feed me animals
2. eat
3. take a shit
4. host the no vanessa's club
5. yoga!

04 people you want to spend more time with:
1. stupid vanessa
2. ahna uttech
3. mandie
4. Franz

03 movies you could watch over and over again:
1. spirited away
2. totoro
3. i <3 huckabees

02 of your tv shows at the moment:
1. tom goes to the mayor
2. anything on the science channel

01 person you could spend the rest of your life with: ME

Wed, 02 Mar 2005 00:42:48 GMT

liyjgl

do i know you?

Mon, 25 Oct 2004 04:01:18 GMT

I started at cracker barrel, and I kinda like it... it is shitty when you start out somewhere and you dont know what to do. I like that i get to meet a butt-load of people. i'll soon be racking in the cash!

i am getting a tattoo of this soon on the top side of my right arm/wrist because any one who knows me probably knows i am obsessed with pirates! you cant really see it well because of the black backround of me journal...

is this the way i live my deaaaath?

Thu, 14 Oct 2004 15:53:28 GMT

uh like hi? I have a new job at cracker barrel as a hostess and i go for orientation tomorrow! which is cool because ill be getting double the hours I got at st. marys and i won't need to deal with little kids YAY! I will go to work drunk every day! YAY! heh no i wont do that...? yeah well it will be nice to not be responsible for peoples children... I will need to put off the mohawk just a little longer until i find out how i can get away with it at the cracker. heh I WILL FIND A AWAY!!

yeah im cool/not cool?

ok i rock and junk